So tonight was chill went drifting around 4ish and Sheldon hobbies with my boy and tuned his car, ran his car for a while then ran out of battery so I let him use my 2nd battery which I wanted to use but I know he wanted to drift so I did what a older brother would do let him use my battery. Then when we finished drifting chilled at my other boys house and talked for a bit then went to jack in a box got tacos and curly fried (so not good for you lol) then after we ate went back to my boys house and had a vent session in the garage. and after talking to them all I can think about was you.. I just wish me and you would have a chance so I can prove to you I can be a good best friend, boyfriend but most of all I just want you as a friend becasue I love being around you and love having your company adn even tho you do that other shit I dont care about that I dont like it but I cant control you. On the real I love you for who you are no matter what you do I will always love you.. On the real I honestly miss having your company and just talking to you and playing games.. But you need your space and shit and I aint trying to make your man mad and shit but I justt love your company. Its hard trying to to think of you but I end up doing it anyway.. I miss you… well I hope we get to chill soon or something. well Im going to read my book soon and listen to slow jams for the res of the night. See you all tomorrow Ill blog in the morning or something.