Hella shit on my mind Im fucken tired of this shit hella people ignoring me. and shit. seem like my niggas trying to duck me now.. I just feel like im on my own all over again ahaha its all good I wont have to worry about other people lifes being in danger just mine… I rather suffer then anyone else.. sometimes I just feel like giving up but im too fucken nice so I just let shit slide like nothing happened but deep down inside me im hurt bad… sometimes I just feel like fucken up someone that how fucken angry I get when im really pissed off like right now I swear if I cought a nigga that use to fuck wiht me when I was younger man…. I just wish I had someone to right now..
“Karma’s a bitch aint it? now you know exactly how I feel when you did that shit to me.”
Im just so stressed that my dad has been in the hospital for 2 weeks and this is just making me scared and paranoid and sad… Its like the hospital isnt doing shit… man Im so fucken heated right now man and sad I just want to cry and just punch something… And on top of this man im failing school and there no one to bring me back up.. so this fucked up life im living right now aint craccin cuhz.. I fucken hate this feeling being so emotional when ever im out but I just hold it inside and when the doors close im just emo aj and shit.. I wish I had the balance of a girl to keep me company when im down friend/bestfriend/girlfriend any just some company and advice to keep me stable. I just fucken miss my dad being at home and drifting with me and my brother… I love you dad.
#Vent
Fuck the motherfuckin’ fuck of this fucked up world.
Fuck people!
Fuck problems!
Fuck errthang!
Fucking ..
Peace out!
I need a cigarette …
Lets go stog.
So ive been trying to write rhymes (light weight) im not the best but I just love to write thats one of my Sucrets I dont tell people so now who ever reads this know one of them w/e fuck it. but yeah trying to write a song now casue of how ive been feeling latley..
lyndatastical asked: AJ, even tho' we rarely talk or see each other. I still consider you like a brother, especially from our previous days with the old group in high school. Just wanted to post the wise words of Tupac on your page, "Keep your head up".
Thank you sis. <3 much appreciated.
lyndatastical asked: I'm not religious or anything, but i do prayers when situations like this occur. I'll be sure to keep your father's well being in my prays. Hope that some force of unexplainable higher being blesses him to overcome his situation and give him great health too.
Thank you very much. Nah you dont have to be religious to have a caring heart like yours. but thank you.
Been depressed and stressed because my pops is in the hospital. Hes been there for about 1-2 weeks now and its just been really hard for me to sleep to know that my dad is in the hospital and it sucks to not see him and ask him “aye dad are we going drifting today” or “aye dad are we going to the comp” and now its just silent no snoring I hear when I come home at like 1 or 2am from chillen with my crew… And when I was there visiting him I felt bad for him because I know he wants to go home. I know he can get threw this I believe in my dad and the main part why I miss my dad becasue when I was leaving he told my grandma to call me to come back and he said “Late aj I love you son” That just got to me and when I heard that it just made me want to cry because I know back then I wasn’t a very good son and I feel bad till this day for what I did.. but hearing I love you from my pops just made me want to cry… I wish I had a girl to hug right now and just cry too..
I regret a lot of stuff I did in the past. But there nothing we can do the past is the past and now is now so do something positive so you wont live in regret. but what I did was positive but I regret it.