Every time I hear waka I just get hella hyper and hyped and shit.

That adrenalin rush having no license and driving around the block after a nice car wash on a summer day.. Installed my first subs and amp into this car and after Id get done washing her id bump music while drying her.. those were the good times in highschool. now ever sicne the accident my cars just been sitting in the patio under a car cover… its sad too look at my car with a fucked up fender and no hood fucked up head lights… after that shit I was sad and just not ready to get my license. but now my mom and grandma said there going to fix my car for my 20th birthday present.  Wooop Wooop. So wehn my cars fresh and dipped out ladies holla ahahah jp already got this girl in mind that I want for my first passenger. So pumped right now.

So tonight was chill went drifting around 4ish and Sheldon hobbies with my boy and tuned his car, ran his car for a while then ran out of battery so I let him use my 2nd battery which I wanted to use but I know he wanted to drift so I did what a older brother would do let him use my battery. Then when we finished drifting chilled at my other boys house and talked for a bit then went to jack in a box got tacos and curly fried (so not good for you lol) then after we ate went back to my boys house and had a vent session in the garage. and after talking to them all I can think about was you.. I just wish me and you would have a chance so I can prove to you I can be a good best friend, boyfriend but most of all I just want you as a friend becasue I love being around you and love having your company adn even tho you do that other shit I dont care about that I dont like it but I cant control you. On the real I love you for who you are no matter what you do I will always love you.. On the real I honestly miss having your company and just talking to you and playing games.. But you need your space and shit and I aint trying to make your man mad and shit but I justt love your company. Its hard trying to to think of you but I end up doing it anyway.. I miss you… well I hope we get to chill soon or something. well Im going to read my book soon and listen to slow jams for the res of the night. See you all tomorrow Ill blog in the morning or something.

I seriously cant wait till my car gets fixed and I can mob around town wiht my homies and go rc drifting with the homies. But the main reason I wan to drive is so I can have a significant other by my side just bumping slow jams or what ever we feel like listening too, and justt criuse the street of SJ if I still live in SJ. planning on moving to the city to live with my ninang still thinking about it tho. But yeah i cant wait till my car is fixed just the fact of having a girl in my car riding shot gun with me going out to eat/movie chill with the homies or go back to my house and play video games or watch movies hoookah for a bit then cuddle up and talk about life and how are day was this and that. And when shes sleeping im going to be thinking of her and just stare at her and cherish what I have and kiss her on the for head and go to sleep. thats my dream… Hopefully someday it will come true if not then its cool then. sorry if my post doesn’t  make sense but I just need some where to vent when no one is around to talk to.. I wish I had a girlfriend..

On the real I cant take my eyes off of you. You know why cause your to beautiful. (I know corny but ayeee)

So today was pretty shitty but ayeee its coo tho I got to drift and tune the rc. Then I wanted to chill some more but change of plans.. So instead I wen tto my ninongs house to vent and talk to him about my problems im going threw shit was chill and I got to play with my baby cousin I love her so much. I kinda wish I had a kid of my own but im still young and no job and I need to focus more on my studies and shit. but overall my day was ight coulda been better but theres always the next day right? well yeah hopefully who ever reads this well kick it or something.. Late homies.